menially: (I like the way you hold the road ☼)
Guy Cecil ([personal profile] menially) wrote2020-06-12 02:23 am
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PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS - YIN YU

we'll put a meme here when we're GOOD AND READY
shixiong: falling into darkness (81)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
It will be bad here, too. Lord Dimitri is the one who led us on the island towards our ultimate victory, along with the help of the others who are here.

[ yin yu's danger senses are tingling. at some point he will fuck off to separate this ogata and giyuu and shinobu clusterfuck. ]

[ ...lady flayn, included. his stomach does a flip, but it doesn't read on his face. ] It's going to be paramount that they are able to solve this case.
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what drastic will look like, but, it would not surprise me. It will be best to be careful over the next day or so, lest the way we work together be hurt any further.

[ looks at the mess over there and sighs

anyway. he is SO worried about flayn. he is so, so worried. she must be miserable - if yin yu could leap across whatever void this was and be there, he would be.

there's that, and... the phrasing of one of his other letters bothered him, too. i'm being selfish. ]


...When you were sorting through the letters, did you see any from Lady Beau?
Edited 2020-07-18 01:48 (UTC)
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ for a moment, yin yu is quiet, as he parses what to say. ]

...I spent a lot of time with Lady Beau last week. We talked quite a bit about a variety of things related to Sect Leader Nie's execution, and the events of last week, too. She was grieving, as was to be expected.

[ he looks away from guy, up at the shelves, his brows knit together. ] But one of the things that she mentioned was how she wanted to see Sect Leader Nie, again, and did so with such certainty. When we talked a little further, she said that she couldn't die, because people were relying on her to live, and I don't think she was that worried about being attacked.

[ perhaps with that, it will be obvious... his worries were the opposite. ]
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
...Truthfully, I don't know.

[ guy catches on quickly, something that he's grateful for. ] She was doing better, towards the middle of the week. It may just be a hunch.

[ i'm being selfish. ] ...but my observations of others that closely are not often wrong.
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
I agree completely-- I think it's the act of recklessness that would make it difficult to miss. Or...alternatively, maybe she wouldn't want to be caught, because she wanted to be able to complete the required one killing a week, in case no one else did. That would certainly be hardheaded, but clever.

[ the 'sacrifice', like she said huasiang was making. hardheaded, but clever.

yin yu sighs. a hand comes up to rub between his eyebrows. ]
...speculation is useless, ultimately. And, if... if it was her, this week, then there was only one body. They have time to investigate.

[ compared to the shitshow that was last week, not that he knows, or the shitshow of the week beforehand. there's a lot unsaid there - that if it was beau, they would -- should maybe, be able to catch her. that he cares quite a bit for beau, because she was compassionate to him in a moment when he needed it. that he feels for her, that he felt her emotions in the last week, guilt and sorrow.

...their track record isn't great, though. ]
There's little we can do on the other side but to watch.
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ he'll catch the way something flickers across yin yu's face, though it's not for long. just like the week before, with the sharing of their emotions, he pushes it down, puts it away, and looks past the best he can. ]

...I am. [ he admits, though, so that's a start. ]
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-18 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Extremely. [ yin yu was there when flayn died on the island. he was there for dimitri's rage, that ultimately led to them completing their mission itself. the letter he received from him this week would have heartened him, had it not come after the announcement, because he knew that they would be taking care of each other. he knew that dimitri would be able to look out for her, to protect her, to be strong for her when she needed it. for lady flayn to lose him is...

his heart aches. for the loss of a friend, and for the suffering flayn must be feeling, too. ]
They are from the same world, after all. She will be devastated.

[ again. ] There are only two of us remaining on the living side, now, and for her to be one of them is - I'm glad that she's safe, but that sort of suffering is too cruel.